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How annoying. So the winter-drowning has come after all. The feeling that someone is currently pulling so hard at my nerves that they hurt and sometimes I even get the feeling that someone is pinching my heart with needles. And I'm not the only one apparently. But hey, it's not as bad as last winter yet. And I can't even relate it to the weather either because outside it's just insanely beautiful. Well, all I want is to get all of this unfinished stuff off my hands and then move on. Because I know now about some of the things that I want. And one of them is to learn as much as possible. Languages. Mysteries. People. Places. Animals. Plants. And I will definitely move out of here sometime this year. Because that is also necessary. Well well. At least this damn feeling makes me realize what I need.
1.2.12 12:56

The little dragon had just been sad because he hadn't grown for a long time and it seemed as if he would remain about twice the size of his little mouse-friend forever. Mouse had tried to cheer him up, but trying to catch raindrops with their mouths had only been fun until dragon had seen his own face in a puddle. He was sulking and his head was bowed and mouse was lost in thought about how she could cheer him up. That is why, when they ran into the egg, it really startled them. Mouse and dragon both withdrew in shock. Being so little makes many things more frightening than they actually are. As they cautiously reemerged from the stone they had hid behind they saw that it was a bird's egg which was about the size of the dragon when he curled into a ball. As they both weren't only frightened but also too curious for their own good, they approached and smelled the shell. "It is alive!" squeaked  mouse. "Yes," dragon replied. "Let's take it, shall we?" "Do you think mom will like it?" "Of course! Mom is a big warm animal that can take of anyone." "But we don't know what it'll be!" In the end, they were too excited and too worried to leave the egg and with enormous effort brought it home. Mama fox was glad. "It will be a raven" she said. "And when it grows up, it will know more secrets than uncle crow and the owl in the other wood together."

So they warmed it and it hatched. And the raven-girl that emerged from the shell was the best sibling the mouse and dragon could have wished for, altough she grew to be larger than of them and insisted on calling dragon a "mutated lizard".





23.1.12 20:51

Wow. I'm through with Bleach. It's quite shocking. Well, not through but up to date and totally happy I got this far when one story-arc was successfully completed, because a few manga-issues earlier I would have been very sad and overexcited. I must praise Bleach again at this point: Yes, sometimes the story stretched like one of those ugly, cheap chewing-gums you can pull at forever and they never rip. Yes, the fighting scenes are illogical and sometimes filled with one-liners. But the bigger picture is never out of sight, although very apparently, Bleach was originally not inteded to go beyond the Soul Society-arc in the first place. I like how it's made. I love the characters (after all, I only recently learned that anime puts character-development over plot - oh yes, it does, and there's nothing bad about it), and primarily the main character which is rare, in most stories the main chracter will annoy me to death at a certain point. I love it for being funny and not taking itself seriously. I love it for being so full of martial-arts and magical fighting scenes with over the top-fighters. I love it for triggering exactly my emotional scale (man, I even cried at one point, it's because I am over-sensitive, I know...), this particular sadness in Bleach is a total fit to what I can relate to. Well, enough of Bleach. I simply love it. End.

Wow. I'm actually determined (is it ok to take a determined anime-character as a role-model? Idc. It works for me.) to get the pile of stuff done that has been rising practically since forever. Which leads me to

Wow. There is actually stuff from the first semester I still haven't done yet! WHAT THE HELL! I knew it all along but I was not inclined to face it. Argh. Oh well, I hope the professer won't crush me if I hand it in about now... I'd much rather do the current stuff because it's a) much more interesting and b) not charged with this stupid feeling of procrastination deluxe...

Wow. My aggressions have not come back yet. Somehow I miss them. It sort of makes me feel a bit incomplete to be quite content most of the times. Strange, but the darker side of oneself is something that can make one feel sickly comfortable. Well, I won't say too much. All in all I AM quite glad that so far I got through this winter-season without a major problem. But there are still 1 1/2 months to go after all...

Wow. Lauryn Hill, I still love your voice.

14.1.12 20:56

Maaaaan this motivation is awesome. And once I've gotten over my Bleach-addiction (which means I'll just have to watch all the episodes there are up til now) I can focus even more on getting everything out of this hype. And I am hyped. So. There. This year is going to be the ULTIMATE.

And when I take a break from it all I can feel the calm and bliss. And it all glows from within.

2.1.12 19:13

Considering I'm not giving a shit about christmas this year I'm quite happy.

1. I'm sipping pixie-dance tea, which tastes like a lot of yummy things, but most of all like honey, out of my new supercool/cute dragon tea-mug=happy nerd.

2. I just had a superlate breakfast which consisted of homemade avocado-paste on home-made bread *.* 

3. My new addiction is Bleach and it is absolutely set to make me happy. It is exciting, has a fair amount of action, comedy and a serious backstory that makes sense (even though it is really fantastic). Perfect thing to spend my nights on. And I was recently told that the first season is more or less just the set-up for everything else that is to come. My anticipation is so high now because I find that very first season already incredible.

4. Everything is getting big and also I'm in a REALLY good mood now and my energy which was absolutely down these last days (new moon phenomenon works almost every time with me...) is back. (Jupiter direct, anyone?)

5. I'm not sick. For the first time in years NO COLD/FLUE during the winter holydays. YEAH

6. Christmas is already over. Thank you. It was ok, but I had enough already.


26.12.11 12:10

So, my dearest friends named aggressions are back. Wtf, I welcome them. This sensation, that I am a source of power, filled with black floods that could sweep away everything, and when I cannot stand it anymore I will collapse somewhere and maybe cry. This same sensation is a part of me. YES.

Come, thick night...

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